Hallucinating

So, today has been a very bad day for my Dad. 
Right now he thinks there is a man playing a horn in my entertainment center and he has a curtain behind him. This person has hair and he can see an ear. This person is apparently moving while playing. He is very adamant that he can see it and says it must just be from where he is sitting. 

This is is where I'm supposed to look. What am I supposed to do? Is he hallucinating? 

Ugh! This is all new to me. 

I texted Rich who was in the parlor while I was with my Dad watching The Agency (not that he remembers any of it). My youngest is getting ready to go to his first dance. I'm helping him with his suit. 

Thank God Rich and I spent time together when he got home early today. We needed that time to feel close and vent. I really am the luckiest woman ever. Rich knows how to make my Dad laugh and diffuses tense situations. His work ethic is unmatched. I am so thankful to have him has my partner for life. 


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